A Peek At What I've Been Up To



I closed the bar for the first time ever. Well not the first time I've closed any bar, but the first time I closed *THE* bar. Yeah, Hillcrest peeps!

Worked my ass off on Thanksgiving on only 4 hours of sleep and then came home to my awesome family and had a really great "emotional family moment". It was warm & fuzzy.

Worked my ass off on black Friday. It wasn't as bad as I thought, but I never want to make another hot cocoa as long as i live. HOwever, I think I've got the "sell the most coffee machines" and win contest in the bag. C'mere $100!

Got offered the opportunity to interview for the several "Assistant Store Manager" positions in my area. I"m not guranteed to stay at my own store, but the chance is there and the job is salaried and I can't wait to keep you all posted on it. (c: Eeeee!

Missed the lovely Miss Sabrina during her excursion to New York, boo!

Sent some cards to some far away people I wish I could hug.

Spent some time with my kitty, Shadow, 'cause I do not think she'll make it to 2005. (For those of you counting, yes, this is the 3rd pet of mine that will have passed on this year )c: )

Cooked a taco dinner & cupcakes with the girls for Beex's birthday and then proceeded to play a board game. It was straight out of elementary school style good clean fun.

Read "How To Make Love Like a Pornstar, A Cautionary Tale" by Jenna Jameson. Its her autobiography and its every bit as interesting, funny, graphic, salacious and sometimes heartbreaking and eye-opening as you can imagine. Its nothing dirty, its just a really interesting in-depth look at a really interesting woman, If you get the chance, pick it up.

Update


TheBoy, Me, My Brother & His Chick at Halloween (aka Gambit (sans headpiece & trench after too many drinks), Battle Arena Padme, Caesar & Cleopatra)

We're so damn cute. You love it! Anyhow I made some changes to the sidebar, removing some people who haven't blogged since the summer, adding some new links in. I don't want people to be offended but I'd rather not have all these dead links lying around.

Congratulations to 2 of my favorite people in the world. I wish you nothing but the best of luck in your new life together and I can't wait to you see both again (c:

Also, good luck & congratulations to me on the precursory stages of something big going on with me. Details are to come later, but as always with me, I don't want to jinx anything. You know how I am.

Spent time with The Boy's family this weekend. As always it was a blast and his puppy, Harley, is the CUHYOOTEST. Long Island is really starting to grow on me. Its cheaper, and where he's from is comprable to Westchester so its not like there is too much of a difference.

School Daze School Daze. Rapidly approaching and I'm still contemplating changing my major. Yes...again. I don't know if I'll ever know what I want to do, but I'm not stressing it, I'll tell you that much.

Thats its for me. Have a happy, healthy safe holiday and I love all of you guys and think of you more than you know (awww, so sappy, lol).

I See Myself On The Side of A Milk Carton

So lately I've been feeling a bit out of sorts. Nothing is really wrong perse, its just I don't know...So much is right: I L O V E playing hockey, my friends all kick ass, I love my job and I'm gearing up for school. Its just that lately I find myself wondering "What do I like?" What did I do before I was part of a we or an us? I laid in bed very upset last night at the thought of all of this.

What did I do before I was always with The Boy? When I wasn't at work what was I doing? On weekends: what did I do often that I enjoyed? I honestly can't tell you, 'cause I don't know and that's whats bothering me. Don't ge me wrong, I love being part of this "we and us", I wouldn't trade it for anything, I just wish I had retained a little more of my identity going into it. I'm still very much me, moreso probably than I was before, I'm a lot more open with people and I get to be myself a lot more than I ever did which is why I'm a little scared of all of this going south (which its not, but just if it did).

I just wish I could remember what I did for fun before there was The Boy. I painted...I guess, but that wasn't really anything time consuming, I watched football and hockey and sometimes snowboarded, I dunno, is that really all I did? It can't be, but I don't recall what else there was. How did I fill all that time when it was just me or me and different "we's"?

Its been awesome for me getting to learn about all the stuff The Boy likes. Halo is a blast, I get to have a hockey fix even though there is no NHL season. I've started going back to concerts and the movies. I just wish there was stuff in my life I could share with him that he'd be able to even feign interest in. What was I about and more importantly where did I go before I started building this "us"?

God, this post is so fucking whiny and emo, but I'm in a rut and I can't afford therapy so you guys have to bear the brundt of my whining. Send me email I miss you guys.

'Im Voteing Blue

You Can Do It TO, Cause Saveing our Planet is the Thing to DO. Looting and Polluting Is not the Way.
Hear what me has to say - "Don't Vote Red unless they are a modred there alright cause Its not a team Event for me and it shouldn't for you but you damm well know hard Red is Worse then Stink on Shit"